Sunday, February 13, 2011

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I spoke here a few weeks ago children. I often talk for a while. So happy to have finally decided whether or not I wanted to start a family, I shout from the rooftops that I want to play me. Finally, I do not cry that much, but still. This decision seems essential, as translated for me a whole consent to life, which was not always so. And the more time passes the more I cling to things modest life, the simple desire to make contact with others, no matter what form, the beauty of learning the most innocuous, the beauty meet basic needs of people who depend on us, the beauty of life in its simplest form. Long, I am only interested in the higher spheres, despised gossip. All this took me away from life. And literature. Against all expectations, the more I look at life in its simplest form, the more I am convinced to get close to the literature.



***** Speaking of children, and literature we went to read a book the other day, my beloved and me, looking fabulous books for the baby of a pregnant friend. We were amazed at all these beautiful objects that reveal the world, the richness and beauty of language and introduces them to pleasures of the book object itself. All of this research in the forms of books, the integration of materials, textures, and more illustrations sometimes surprising ... We were fascinated ...

It gave me again the idea we form a "bunch" of children's books. But if we bought all these books and for some reason or another we finally did not have children? Certainly, we could benefit of the children of friends who come visit us, but it happens so infrequently, alas, but friends with kids come visit us ... And I'm superstitious. Buy books for our future offspring, it would be like saying a little too loud and that's something that we want more than anything and I can not help but fear that it do so it does not happen. I'm superstitious, it's stupid. In addition, I spent years saying that I was looking for the absolute love and I really found it. What then can I be afraid?

returned from our meeting shopping for baby books, we made jokes about the future of our offspring. We say that with every book we could not stop us from buying them, our children would be left with an incredible library from an early age, but would have almost no pajamas, pacifiers, bottles and other essential stuff!



***** Since I have made my desire to conquer my superstitious tendencies, let's go merrily! I currently have a draft novel. I do not want to talk in detail, it bores me people who talk too much detail of their art, but I wanted to mention it because it's also important to me because it poses major dilemmas for the "managing my time." I have so little time to devote myself to literature ... And to write, it seems equally important to read than write. So I do not know where to turn. And since I'm anxious, I come to find refuge in reading. At When do my readings they feed me, when they m'entravent?

Oh if I could devote myself fully. But we are Sunday night and tomorrow is Monday.

I'll go read Bernard Emond. It'll do me good ...

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